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I feel so alone sometimes. I feel that nobody cares. Why do I feel this way?
I have a great fiancee. He is so good to me. He makes me feel that I am the
only one for him.
And that's the truth. But I feel that I'm not good enough for him. Will he regret
being with me? Will he regret not having at least one child, even though, it
was both our decision not to have one. But I still feel that he would feel that
way in the future. Why do I feel this way?
I don't want to feel this. I want to have peace with myself. I just want to be back
to his arms so I won't feel this way anymore. But I still have twenty-four more
days left here before I can go back to him. I wish it was that day today. Because
I miss him with my whole being.
I want to feel his lips against mine, his skin against mine, his body . . . I want it all.
I just want him. I know he wants me too. I feel lost without him. Maybe this is way
I feel lonely and lost and that nobody cares. All I need is to be back in his arms so
all of this doubt will go away.
I know it will as soon as I'm back to him, but it is not soon enough. I love him so
much it hurts. And I know that he loves me too. But I'm afraid that he won't love
me anymore, even though, I know that's not true. I just want to go back to his arms,
kiss him passionately, and say 'I love you, Logan.'
I have a great fiancee. He is so good to me. He makes me feel that I am the
only one for him.
And that's the truth. But I feel that I'm not good enough for him. Will he regret
being with me? Will he regret not having at least one child, even though, it
was both our decision not to have one. But I still feel that he would feel that
way in the future. Why do I feel this way?
I don't want to feel this. I want to have peace with myself. I just want to be back
to his arms so I won't feel this way anymore. But I still have twenty-four more
days left here before I can go back to him. I wish it was that day today. Because
I miss him with my whole being.
I want to feel his lips against mine, his skin against mine, his body . . . I want it all.
I just want him. I know he wants me too. I feel lost without him. Maybe this is way
I feel lonely and lost and that nobody cares. All I need is to be back in his arms so
all of this doubt will go away.
I know it will as soon as I'm back to him, but it is not soon enough. I love him so
much it hurts. And I know that he loves me too. But I'm afraid that he won't love
me anymore, even though, I know that's not true. I just want to go back to his arms,
kiss him passionately, and say 'I love you, Logan.'
I love the way you feel on my skin.
I can't wait to kiss you to feel my lips on your skin.
I love the way your arms hold me close.
I want to stay like this forever.
Forever in your embrace.
